Sophia Fawcett

Locked to snitched via snitched_mods

[Hexed Private to Alecto Carrow]

Miss Carrow,

I would like very much to visit with your slave, Wayne Hopkins. I know it's quite the imposition on you, but I believe my progress in the Rehabilitation Program can only encourage Wayne to continue on the right path.

[Hexed Private]

I'm going to miss that house. I loved it. But I can't stay there any longer. I'm so tired of feeling as though I'm a servant.

And Zach--

Ernie--

I miss my parents. I miss Zach.

[Hexed Private to Rodolphus Lestrange]

Mister Lestrange,

I am not sure if you remember me, but I spend a fair amount of time in your library. My name is Sophia Fawcett and I was curious as to whether or you have any need for assistance at the library.

[Hexed Very Private to Ernie]

I don't know what to say to you.

Do you know why I stopped speaking to you before? It was because I was ordered to tell Draco anything you said. I was told to spy on you. And I couldn't do it because you were my friend.

Did he even tell you what he's done to me? Or what he's said?

Stay the fuck away from me. Both of you.

Logically speaking, there should be no distinction between the relationships one has with men and women. But, at the moment, I find myself longing for a female friend to speak with.

[Hexed to Draco]

I've been toying with the idea of finding my own residence or perhaps moving into the halfway house. I've been such a burden to you for the last few months and I know how you cherish your privacy.

I've finish my first term! Exams were brutal, but I'm one step closer to becoming a solicitor.

Most of my classmates are taking the summer off, but I'm behind a term so I think I'll pick up a few classes during the break. Which means they'll be concentrated and likely more difficult, but I think it'll be well worth it.

Smile and A Gentleness

There is a smile and a gentleness
inside. When I learned the name

and address of that, I went to where
you sell perfume. I begged you not

to trouble me so with longing. Come
out and play! Flirt more naturally.

Teach me how to kiss. On the ground
a spread blanket, flame that's caught

and burning well, cumin seeds browning,
I am inside all of this with my soul.

- Rumi

I hold it true, whate'er befall; I feel it, when I sorrow most;
'Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all.

~Alfred Tennyson - 1850


[Hexed Private to Wayne/Sophia]

I thought, perhaps, you'd like somewhere to speak that wasn't viewable to the public. I've been given my wand back, finally.


[Hexed Private to Conrad/Sophia]
Want to take me to lunch?

[Hexed Private to Draco]

Feel special. This hex is the first spell I've done since they gave me my wand back.

I don't believe the words exist to express how I feel these days.

[Warded to Friends, by Draco]

Draco has taken me to Venice for a bit. I'm sorry I didn't write sooner, but I didn't want to look inside of my journal. I'm safe and sound.

I think I need to talk a day off.

ooc: marked with several tear drops

Ernie?

I think I have a new favourite place in the world.

And I don't know what to make for dinner tonight. Draco? What would you like?

[Hexed Private by Cat, Viewable by Cat & Draco]

I.. I'm not sure what to think at the moment. I've read his entry and the following comments several times, but what I'm seeing doesn't match what I'm feeling. Zach was thanking that woman for allowing him to hurt another person. He was pleased to have done it. And Wayne. His friend. I don't understand how that is possible.

I so desperately want to be logical about this, but I fear that logic will do me no good.

But how could someone I love be so pleased to harm another person? It doesn't make any sense to me and I've been thinking on this for hours now.

I feel as though the few friends I have in this world are slipping away and there is nothing I can do to stop it.

[/Hex]

Conrad? Do you think we could have lunch next week? I need someone to talk to.

I find myself feeling better today than I have in some time. Perhaps all I needed was an opinion from a new acquaintance.

“When you betray somebody else, you also betray yourself.”

Isaac Bashevis Singer

I hate him.

The majority of the clerks in this department are lacking the necessary qualifications for preparing and writing briefs or case reviews. I have enough work to do without spending hours a day correcting sloppy and mediocre work.